Thursday, April 02, 2009
[kanye west]
I'm cold (yeah) i'm cold (yeah) i'm cold (yeah)
[lil wayne]
I got the right to put up a fight
But not quite cause you cut off my light
But my sight is better tonight and i might
See you in my nightmare oh how did you get there
Cause we were once a fairytale
But this is fair well
[kanye west]
I got my life and its my only one
I got the night i'm running from the sun
So goodnight i made it out the door x 4
After tonight there will be no return
After tonight i'm taking off on the road
I'm taking off on the road
And that you know
Tell every one that you know
That i don't love you no more
And that's one thing that you know
That you know...
Okay i'm back up on my grind
You do you and i'm just gone do mine
You do you cause i'm just gone be fine
Okay i got you out my mind
The night is young the drinks is cold
The stars is out i'm ready to go
You always thought i was always wrong
Well know you know...
Tell everybody everybody that you know!!
Tell everybody that you know
That i don't love you no more
And that's one thing that you know
That you know
[lil wayne]
I got the right to put up a fight
But not quite cause you cut off my light
But my sight is better tonight and i might
See you in my nightmare oh but how did you get there
Cause we were once a fairytale
But this is fair well
Baby girl i'm finished
I thought we were committed
I thought we were cemented
How i thought we meant it
Now we just forgetting
Now we just resenting
The clouds in my vision
Look how high i be getting
And it`s all because of you
Girl we through
You think your xxxx don`t stink but you are mrs. p-u
And i don`t see you with me no more
Now tell everybody that you know
That you know!
[kanye west]
That you know
Tell everybody that you know
That i don`t love you no more
And that`s one thing that you know
That you know
That you know
Tell everyone that you know
That i don`t love you no more
And that`s one thing that you know
That you know...
Adriana at
10:18 AM
Friday, December 19, 2008
Untitled
Adriana at
5:48 PM
Monday, November 26, 2007
Listen
Listen to the song here in my heart
A melody I start but can't complete
Listen to the sound from deep within
Its only beginning to find release
Ohh the time has come for my dreams to be heard
They will not be pushed aside and turned
Into your own, all 'cause you won't listen
[chorus]
Listen
I am alone at a crossroads
I'm not at home in my own home
And I've tried and tried
To say whats on my mind
You should have known
Now I'm done believing you
You don't know what I'm feeling
I'm more than what
You've made of me
I followed the voice, you gave to me
But now I've gotta find my own
You should have listened
There was someone here inside
Someone I thought had died
So long ago
Oh I'm screaming out
And my dreams will be heard
They will not be pushed Aside or turned
Into your own
All 'cause you won't listen
[chorus]
Listen
I am alone at a crossroads
I'm not at home in my own home
And I've tried and tried
To say whats on my mind
You should have known
Now I'm done believing you
You don't know what I'm feeling
I'm more than what
You've made of me
I followed the voice, you gave to me
But now I've gotta find my own
You should have listened
I don't know where I belong
But I'll be moving on
If you don't, if you won't
Listen to the song here in my heart
A melody I start, but I will complete
Now I am done believing you
You don't know not what I am feeling
I'm more than what you've made of me
I followed the voice you think you gave to me
But now I got to find my own - my own
Whirligigs at
10:41 PM
Friday, November 02, 2007
Hate
I hate it that my parents are getting back together. I refuse to go to any family functions if they do. They don't care about how us kids feel about it. I hate it I hate it I hate it. I cry alot. I scream alot. It makes me really upset...sometimes I have to just get in my car and drive around crying and screaming so nobody will hear me.
I am so frustrated with them. When I finally come to peace with the fact that my dad is having an affair and my parents are divorcing, they decide to try and "work things out". Oh hell no. I'm not going to accept it all gracefully. I'm going to throw a fit. I am not going to be good Ana
I'm going to be bitch Ana. And the only way bitch Ana goes down is fighting.
Whirligigs at
10:00 PM
Sometimes I feel like Scarlett O'Hara
I'm the candy everybody wants:
but I end up liking someone who doesn't (and never will) give a shit about me:
I don't like that. It makes for kindof a pathetic story, doesn't it?
Whirligigs at
9:58 PM
Tuesday, October 30, 2007
I'm so excited! I got my place all paid for at the conference!Here is the congerence center:
..
and the view from it at night:
My hotel:
Its a bit scary to think of going so far away by myself but it's not as scary as the fact that I am going to be (most likely) the worst artist there. Thats not gonna stop me...I'll do anyting to be around the stuff I love, this is going to be like mana from heaven to me. Plus, you gotta start somewhere eh?
I'm soooooo excited excited excited excited excited EXCITED!
Whirligigs at
3:33 PM
Monday, October 29, 2007
I want these!
Whirligigs at
10:40 AM
From the pages of my brand new journal this morning...
...I bring you this:
Good morning! Today is going to be a beautiful day! I'm all cozied up here in bed with a fresh cup of coffee and a brand new journal. What could be better? :-)
If you havn't read my last journal let me take a few words to describe myself. I am: freespirited, creative, artistic, goofy, cheerful, outgoing, passionate, intuitave, spiritual, wise, loving, a rebel, stubborn, devoted, loyal, and expressive.
I have many hobbies that include: cooking, reading, writing, making art, singing, nature enjoyment, home decorating, praying/meditating, my dog, history, having coffee and learning.
Some of my favorite things are: Good conversation w/family and friends, hugs/kisses/cuddles, coffee & tea, bubble baths, video games, art conventions, alone time, a good book (usually non-fiction), fall and winter, the smell of cold air out of an old window unit, the smell of the air when the weather turns cold, fires, blankets & pillows, wine, good food, journals & blogs, spying on people and being nosey in general, the smell of scratch and sniff storybooks, trees, and dreams (night & day).
My dreams are very important to me, I spend alot of time thinking about them, planning them out, and trying to follow them or take steps toward following them. They set me free. Some of the major ones are: Travel to Europe (Scotland, Ireland, Germany, Italy, Greece, France, Czech Republic, Switzerland), Egypt, Mexico, Peru, China, Japan, India, Thailand, and Tibet (China). Own my own home, Work as a professional concept artist for a major video game company. Become self-actualized. Know the Divine better.
My key word and the one thing I can't live without: FREEDOM. Most of the things I do, the beliefs I believe, and the way I act/react revolve around my need for freedom. My freespiritedness is the core of who I am.
I love who I am, I love my life, and I am just SO happy!
Whirligigs at
5:51 AM
Sunday, October 28, 2007
Lesson learned from an ex boyfriend
So I found out from some of my girl coworkers today that my ex has a new girlfriend. I felt a bit angry and upset at first but then realized something and I just had to have a good laugh.
You learn a lesson from every person you meet, and these last few weeks I've been wondering what It was that I learned from my last romantic relationship. It suddenly occured to me.
Lesson learned:
I need a man that can keep up with me in bed.
;-)
Whirligigs at
9:21 PM
